Have you ever felt like you were stuck in a rut? Every day is the same as the day before? Wishing that someway you could be a better person in this world? Wanting to help out financially but not knowing just quite how?
This is a good list of questions...no answers that i can find. I simply LOVE being at home..I love knowing that I have a home!! One that I keep clean and it looks good for others when they come here..but they don't come...hmmm!!
I like schedules but I do like having them upset a little with something FUN to do...But that is not happening now because the money is not here...Staying at home is about all that can be done right now.
I feel like I am a better person today than I was even yesterday but getting stuck in a rut is not fun either!! Wonder why I feel like that? I am just sort of writing this just to write it because it is the way that I feel today.
I would LOVE to be able to have some income that would help us out..I am not dead yet and i still have some skills that I can offer...but I just wish that I could find something to do here at home with my computer...
Where is that special someone with a lot of money that has a company that needs people to do entering for them...they would have no over head...no insurance to pay...I could do the data entering for them..plus many of you could also do this and have income too..Where is that person? I just think this would be a great way for someone to help out their company and give us who have a little bit of skills, make some income to help out in these slim times.
I did not go to college...well i could have..but i choose to get married instead..Still think it was a wise decision. As I think back about that I made the correct decision...IF I had not married when I did i would not have finished college...I would have either quite in the middle or I would have got pregnant!! Honestly..i believe that is what would have happened. God was watching over me then even before I knew him as my God and Lord!!
He knew what I needed and to be honest with you..I know that HE still knows what I need and will provide...I guess I just get like this when I know that I have things to offer to an employer but wish that I could be here at home...I should have learned by now that old adage..."you can't have your cake and eat it too." That makes no sense!! smile!!
Well now that I have that off my chest..I still don't feel any better..Guess I need to rely on God and let him show me what he wants me to do...
Thought for today: "What a waste of time fear is!"--Jeanne Bice